recently (like starting saturday) ive been trying to do this thing where instead of immediately being mopey and angry and depressed when things don’t seem to turn out how i want them
i remain calm and as happy as i can be.
it’s difficult lemme tell you, to not just instinctively give in to my initial feelings and let them grow
but i think it’s ultimately made me a bit happier, more positive, and more hopeful
is it sad that i sort of got this from a tea bag tag quote?
“bliss is a constant state of mind, unaffected by gain or loss”
i figure, if i want to be blissful, i cannot allow my gut reactions to run my mind
i must think positively, not worry so much, and most importantly, be joyful for those around me
lol me bein all existential n shyt
tomorrow everyone’s gonna be like OMG FUCKYEAH SUPERBOWL FOOTBALL WOO MANLY SPORTS TESTOSTERONE BUFFALO WINGS BEER CHEERLEADERSSSSSS
and ill be like ah time to brew a pot of hot tea and finish some school work oh look my cat has come to sit on my lap perfect i will read my book now and eat some jasmine rice with fresh vegetables and then draw a picture and interpret these song lyrics
crimson berry tea
all I need is a solid gold mug to drink it from
LOL my dad just entered my room again, slowly, and in a high-pitched british accent said “Tea father?” imitating this house keeper from an old bbc series my family is obsessed with, and then handed me a mug of hot tea
wat is this night? lol laughter IS a good form of medicine
off to the tea co
to enjoy some hot beverages and probly bitch about college with friends!
#rebelliousfridaynight
i lit a blood orange candle
turned off all the lights in my room
curled up in my papasan chair with my cat,
a mug of hot sleepytime tea,
3 rosemary shortbread cookies,
and started watching masterpiece theatre’s Downtown Abbey via netflix on my laptop (i love my masterpiece theatre)
although it was interesting i started falling asleep
so i switched to Like Water for Chocolate
wonderful movie^
spanish with subtitles (i’m a big foreign film person)
and young marco leonardi…
overall i feel extremely satisfied, cozy, and at peace,
also slightly old
but mostly content